I Have The Feeling I Should... Implode!
I wonder if I can convince Nu to use this as her signature - "All life begins with Nu and ends with Nu... This is the truth! This is my belief. At least for now...
It occurs to me that it's been forever and a day since I've actually sat down at this little blogging board and seriously put forwards any of my ideas. Mostly these days I just bitch. It occurs to me that these days, I don' seem to hae as many original thoughts. Hell, these days I can't even speak English properly. I can't seam to form proper sentences to express my thoughts at any given time. And the typo imp has well and truely made me his bitch, and is currently jumping up and down on my keyboard like some crazed... well, imp. Im's are like little girls and butterflies. They don't need reasons.
That's an idea I've had for a while that I'll have to draw. A picture of Rowan to the saying 'Little girls, like butterflies, don't need a reason'. I was reading some of my old posts again today, and read some of my old ideas. Some of them are still good - I still want to do the poster with Bran, Starr and Angel, for example. I may work on that once I've finished the Yuri and Haku pictures (I haven't even STARTED on the Haku fanart -_- I'm so lame). Also have some Bran and Necro pictures I wanna do soon. And I wanna continue my spate of present giving, because it's nice to be apreciated, and I think it's time I did some apreciating, ja?
"Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to using Windows NT for mission-critical applications."
I should head to bed methinks. I may post moe tomorrow while I use my three hour break in a constructive way that does not involve drawing. Uni comes first, drawing comes seccond. And stuff I do for Other People comes before Me stuff. It's the priority grid. Uni is Stuff I Do For Other People AND Uni (well duh) so it comes first ^_^ I feel like adding some quotes now. Enjoy the oddity.
Everything is a dangerous drug except reality, which is unendurable.
Cyril Connolly (1903 - 1974), "The Unquiet Grave", 1945
Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards.
Lois McMaster Bujold, "A Civil Campaign", 1999
Write a wise saying and your name will live forever
Anonymous
Realism...has no more to do with reality than anything else.
Hob Broun
Reality is the leading cause of stress amongst those in touch with it.
Jane Wagner (and Lily Tomlin)
I've wrestled with reality for 35 years, Doctor, and I'm happy to state I finally won out over it.
Jimmy Stewart (1908 - ), in "Harvey", 1950
Imagination is the one weapon in the war against reality.
Jules de Gaultier
Reality is nothing but a collective hunch.
Lily Tomlin (1939 - )
“Anything you can do, I can do meta.”
~ Daniel Dennett
And another one!
I should go do work ^_^;; Ah well, one more.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Erin
2. Washi
3. The Washi
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Washi
2. WashiPuppy
3. e_gal_chik
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Stomach. It's got ink on it ^_^
2. My purple hair.
3. My... um... my... ... JUMPER! By brown fuzzy jumper ^_^ Okay, I like my eyes.
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My self esteem ;p
2. How pathetic I am most of the time
3. My apathy.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Spiders
2. Mortality
3. People
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Sleep
2. Drink
3. Drawing supplies
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Old School Jumper
2. Singlet
3. Thongs
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. Nightwish
2. The Cranberries
3. The Rasmus.
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Mitternacht - E Nomine
2. Fuckin' Awesome - Spiderbait
3. Time to Burn - The Rasmus
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Comic/Manga
2. Redesign my Website
3. Make Etna Costume
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Understanding
2. Patience
3. Humour
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (try and guess which is which!)
1. I like Purple
2. I play the flute.
3. I wear my mothers wedding ring
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Dark hair
2. Non-threatening
3. Interesting eyes.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Paint
2. Spell
3. Speak good english.
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. drawing
2. Fonts and messin with digital stuffs
3. RP.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. draw
2. sleep
3. draw
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Code Monkey
2. Game Design
3. Movie Effects
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. Europe
3. Canada
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Kayain
2. Lydia
3. Ryan
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. A comic
2. Have an Ornamental Cherry Tree
3. Have a Dog.
Let's begin the Killing Time!
I like green.
1) Using band names, spell out your name.
Electric Light Orchestra! (come on, who was expecting Evanesence?)
Ramstein
Incubus
Nightwish
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
Only to tease me with. And it sucked.
3) What song makes you cry?
A lot of them, but I can't think of just one off the top of my head O_O
4)what song makes you happy?
Waltzin' Black by The Stranglers ^_^
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Any music really. Whatever I'm big on at the moment. Non-english and musical is best though, cause the lyrics don't distract me.
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 170cm
HAIR COLOR: Fading from purple to pale pink.
SKIN COLOR: Lilly white. I'm so pale -_-
EYE COLOR: grey blue green mess.
PIERCINGS: 3 ears, one belly.
TATTOOS: one for now, another one coming for my 21st ^_^
r i g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: grey.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING: the gentle hum of the computer barn computers.
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: bread.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: sunny and 26 C.
HOW ARE YOU? : tired like a zone-monkey.
d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yes, occasionally.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: I bite my nails compulsively as a stress reaction.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Yeah, we stay out of each others way. I'm pretty passive, so it all works.
fa v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Spicks and Specks, Glass House or Stargate right now.
MAGAZINE: None in particular. I like magazines ::shrug:: SFX and game magazines are normally pretty good.
SODA: Soft Drink to us no-americans. Portello is good. Failing that, Pepsi.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Draw, sleep.
h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yes, but I was young and in the country.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: No, but I planned it out.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: My house is dificult to sneak out of.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Not since I was very young and it didn't really matter.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Yes.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Only as validation, never spending.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Uni lectures/tutes yes, can't remember skipping school... Probably did at some point, but it was with the knowledge of my mum.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes. I'm such a drama-queen ^_^
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes, I think.
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: My life is full of minor ones, but I don't think there's one massive regret.
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: Yes.
GIRLFRIEND: I have girlfriends.
CHILDREN: kick!
BEEN IN LOVE?: I think so.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: I don't think so...
BEEN HURT?: yes. I shatter all pretty-like.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET? ... ... ... Not sure what my greatest regret is O_O. Ah! Making my mother cry.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: no.
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Sort of ish not really ish?
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Two-Mix.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Purple! Violet specifically. I'd be all waxy.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Music, drawing, chemical reactions in my brain organ...
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Lythias.
Heat + Flu + Caffiene = ?
Apparently, A very unhappy Washi. First attack I've had in ages happened yesterday, and this one was definitely both a faster and a stronger heartbeat. Yes, I'm writing this down here so that I can go back and check to see when it happened, since this one was pretty severe. It's been a while since I've had an attack that knocked me out so heavilly O_O Personally, I blame the above equation for it, since I've been attack-free for months now.
That said, Nu's party was fun ^_^ I danced. That's all I really need to have a good time ^_^
And now I will go panic horribly over uni assignments.
Back In The Pictue
Wow, I am a total bundle of jittery nerves, combined with exhaustion O_O I'm humming like a fluroescent lightbulb from Vanilla Coke (so much sugar and caffine O_O)
Actually, that face sums it up pretty well... O_O that's me.
So tired -_- Didn't sleep well. Stupid me.
Uni bites.
I die now.
The Sins of the Fleshie Bits
Because I can either go nap, or do this. And I've already napped.
WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with?
Me. But the last OTHER person I got angry with was my brother, although that was more an irritation. Like a rash.
2. What is your weapon of choice?
... My lazer-sharp wit and satyrical style? Screaming and crying. Or a knife. I like knives.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
Yes, especially if they hit me first.
4. How about of the same sex?
Yes, and I've often wished I had.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
Dunno. Mum. most likely.
6. What is your pet peeve?
I have a few. Being awake, feeling uncreative, 2 1/2 hour lectures, homophobes and xenophobes, anti-abortionists, politics, uncmfortable underware, uncomfortable pants, most of the population, denim miniskirts... etcetera, etcetera.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let things go?
I can't sustain anger enough to keep a grudge.
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SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you have not done in a long time?
It used to be 'Shower', but Uni convinces me to shower more often, so I'll go with... oh yeah, working on my projects -_-
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
6pm. I was woken up for dinner. I'd been up late, and my room was warm and kept dragging me back into an under-fed, under-sugared sleep.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't:
Naomimon, Zoe, Lauren, Michelle... Friends from highschool in general.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
Probably last night. Mum - "Why are there ants in this room!?" Me - "... I dunno."
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
Oh yeah, the miracle blade three. And the cloud contour system - both of those have been watched all the way through. Altough I'm normally tired after the Contour Cloud.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
I walked around a bit a couple of weeks ago. That's really the closest I get to a good workout, unless I keep forgetting things and have to keep running up stairs to get them.
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
two, because I had to get to uni. Except that I didn't actually have to get to uni, I'm just stupid.
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GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
Lipton Peach Iced Tea. That stuff is the bomb.
2. Do you eat the skin of off chicken?
Only at KFC. Otherwise, it's too slimy for me.
3. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
Nein
4. Do you have an issue with your weight?
I freak out that Im losing weight. I'm hovering dangerously close to 50kg, and I'm 170 cm tall. I'm convinced that that's not healthy, but food itself is horibly uninteresting to me.
5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
I like sweet and salty, either separate or together. i hate spicy.
6. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, lunch?
Be my baby-spare, baby-spare, baby-spare-RIBS! I looked at a Rabbit once and thought lunch. We were at a BBQ.
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LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family/Passer byers)?
I've never counted.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
A couple, maybe? Dunno how many people have seen me completely naked, that's probably only one or two.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of the opposite sex during a normal conversation?
Yeah, but most of the time there was something written there.
5. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex?
Back and eyes. Then comes hair, face and arse.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
Nope.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
Nope.
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GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?
None.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
Eckersleys ^^; I also like going through clothes stores.
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
Haven't got a clue O_O Get a home of my own maybe? And a really good computer with a fast net connection.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
Rich. Famous sucks, Rich is cool though.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
Yes.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
Not anytihng actually worth anything, or intentionally.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
Lots.
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PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
... O_O I can't think. There's probably something, and it probably has something to do with school. Or Ri-Chan.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
I do well in schoolastic things (high-school, Uni) - They seem really pleased with that.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
I'd like to tell some of the stories I have in my head. Or at least finish a comic.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
Usually not, especially not if I didn't think I'd get a place at all. Only when I let myself think I deserve firt place do I get annoyed.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill?
I'm rarely of much higher skill.
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
Does Age of Empires count?
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
Nothing, today I've been a right royal nong. But hopefully I'll be proud later.
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ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
There are a lot of things like that... But i can't think of any right now that I really, REALLY want. Ri-Chan's computer perhaps?
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
What the hell is that?
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
I'd be me, but competent and motivated.
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
Not to my knowledge.
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
Yes - Purple hair, purple eyes, a straighter nose, clearer skin, the usual sort of things.
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
Inborn? Um... Wit, I guess. I'd like some wit.
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
Nah, I don't make the surveys, I just eat them.
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadliest sin?
I like Sloth. Sloth is the sin I'm most in touch with.
Okay, and I'm done. And really really hungry and tired O_O I'll check my funds, get me a chocolate bar, and head off to lecture. 2 AND A HALF HOURS! WHAT KIND OF CRAZY-ARSE LECTURE IS THAT???
"But Less in fact does more then More"
~ My lecturer yesterday, talking about 'More', and old text program, and 'Less' - the successor to More, with more functionality.
Washi books
A quick blog, before I get on to what I'm supposed to be doing. And while I wait for the lines to die down somewhat.
For the last 40 minutes, the power was out all over the campus. I was working on a group assignment at the tim it cut out - there's nothing like that moment of blank incomprehension you get just as the power goes out and the monitor goes black. Obviously, being that we were in a practical, we all sat around dumbly for a few moments, at least grateful that the air conditioning had been turned off and we were no longer freezing our arses off.
After 10 or so minutes of waiting, by which time most people had already vanished, I decided it was time to do the only thing I really had to do at Uni that didn't involve a computer. Get my reader for one of my courses.
At least, I THOUGHT it didn't require a computer. They moved the location at which they were selling readers to the Kaf, and were not going to start selling them again until the power came back.
There went that idea. The Kaf itself was closed too, so no purchasing junk-food to keep me occupied. So I came back here and hung around for a while, before deciding there was nowhere to sit out here and trecking up to the library. I'd just made myself comfortable when we were informed that, as the power had been off for 40 minutes and they had no idea when it would be back, the library would be closing. Books could still be borrowed manually. We really do seem to be that reliant on the air conditioning system. It's rather... Sad, really.
So I drifted about campus, like a lot of the other students, waiting for the power to come back so that we could go to our lectures or do our assignments or eat our junkfood - basically, so that uni life could return to normal.
Frightning how a power outage on a hot day can completely stop the entire campus.
Well, half the campus. The builings on te other side of the campus were unaffected.
Yeah... I'm back at Uni allright -_-
Okay, now to go wait in a line for a while.

