My Life

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.2
Mind:	3.8
Body:	6.4
Spirit:	5
Friends/Family:	3.5
Love:	6.9
Finance:	4.5
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It's a pretty sweet life. No-one can ever find anything wrong with me XP
- posted by Washi @ 2:03 am 0 comments

 
Let's face it, it's been everywhere on Deviantart.
I was never tagged, but I thought I might try it anyway.

1. My Screen name came from a dream. If I were a real artist, I would paint that dream, and many of the other places and people I see in my dreams.

2. Some of my characters are very precious to me, so I am reluctant to tell people the entirety of their story. Almost all the characters I draw regularly have completed or near complete backgrounds. Those that don’t usually either don’t hold my interest, or get backgrounds very quickly.

3. I hate, despise, hate, loathe, rage at, and hate conflict.

4. Right now, when I dream, I dream I’m programming. First thing in the morning when mu phone beeps, it’s not an alarm; it’s a program asking me to enter more data. I need to get away from uni. Very, very badly.

5. I enjoy making stories. I wanted to be a writer as a child, but a complete lack of skill and talent rather stifled that. I love to tell stories. I just wish I was a better story teller. At present I have four major independent ‘world-scapes’ (i.e., outside of active RPs) and a few minor ones that are not entirely complete, or that are more complete but not active at the moment (eg, Aspen’s world).

6. Of those four, one involves demons, all four involve monsters in some way and two have a large portion of the story centred in them taking place in another realm of existence. I think it’s fair to say I’m not terribly original. One of those is made of smaller worlds that were chopped into little pieces, altered and then smooshed back together. I call it ‘that which makes no sense’.

7. I’m probably scared of you. The more I like you, the more likely I am to be scared of you. Don’t ask me why, it’s just one of those things.

8. I love music. Having Music in my life makes it much more interesting, and gives me a chance to daydream. Plus I love to sing, but out of respect I try to refrain from doin git in public.

9. Drawing is a core in my existence. It doesn’t matter that I’m not great at it, it’s something that I love doing more then anything else in the world. I’m hoping that Sewing and Sculpting can reach that level too. Especially sculpture, as it’s something I’ve wanted to do for a long time, and something I was (note was – no longer am) actually good at, but didn’t have the chance to work on.

10. I’ll admit it, being liked is stupidly important to me. So what? I like to be liked.

11. If I had it my way, skin would not be a sex object. People get so worked up about how much skin is showing, or not showing, and it’s just thoroughly ridiculous. Nudity is not evil, people are evil - People are far to obsessed with sex. And I have to be careful of what I wear because some jerks get way too excited over seeing a bit of skin (although I’m not fussed by that in the winter, it gets really hot in summer, and I like wearing very little). For Christs sake people, EVOLVE ALREADY. Wow, that went preachy quickly O_O

12. I don’t like to be looked at usually, and I rarely like to be noticed for me physically (although I love being noticed for my drawing or voice or whatever). So perhaps you can see why the above may be a big thing with me.

13. I still sleep with the same bear I was given when I was born. I am 21. So is he. I also have a 20 year old Care Bear above my bed.

14. I cut my hair really short, and now I want it to be purple.

15. I study IT, but I hate computers and I’m not a very good programmer. I really have no idea why I’m doing this, but I can’t think of anything else to really do.

16. My leg hurts from lack of sleep.

17. You see a lot of strange people on the bus. Some of them scare the crap out of me. I’ll admit, in some cases it’s because I’m not one of those naturally tolerant people who sees a deformity and doesn’t get scared. If your face is bright red and peeling off in sheets, or if half of your face has been melted off, it’s going to freak me out, okay?

18. I like dogs. Dogs are awesome, dogs are great. Dogs dogs dogs. They rock. I want to have a dog when I get my own place. That’s a big part of my ‘ideal home’.

19. I love to dance, but only when I feel safe. If there is someone there who I think I can rely on, I will happily shake my groove thing. I have managed to cure myself of my habit of dancing in the streets.

20. I Roleplay, Tabletop style. I’m not sure why sometimes.


That was rather fun. Uh… Tag those who read this? Since I wasn’t tagged myself, I can’t talk XP

- posted by Washi @ 12:55 pm 0 comments

 
Tired, Ineffectual Flailing
Dear god my lecturer shits me off. He got me to come in today just to get my doccumentation off of him. He didn't actually have to tell me anything about it, but for some reason I had to make the trip to Magill just to get the bloody thing. He couldn't have just LEFT IT NEXT TO ME or hell even handed it to me while I was working. No, because I didn't answer when he called my name, I couldn't get it that day. He couldn't even take the 20 SECCONDS it took to hand the report to me today to just THROW THE THING AT ME when I was supposed to get it back on TUESDAY! I didn't have to come in here, I could have stayed at Ri-Chan's and slept for another hour. I could have done my work on his computer. BUT NO, I had to come in to FREKIN UNI if I wanted to get my bloody Design Doccumentation back.

Really, right now I'm just too tired and worn down to build up a real rage. Kinda just numb. But the flailing helps.

Later, puppies.
- posted by Washi @ 11:12 am 0 comments

 
The Gross
I'm going to need to wash my hands after touching this keyboard. Really, really badly. God I hate barn computers - so very gross. The 'V' key is covered in what I'm assuming is chocolate. The 'C' key doesn't like coming up on screen either, so if you see a word with a missing C... that's it. A's not much better.

I need to sleep. I need to sleep at night. The whole 8 hours. Not during lectures, not during Q&A sessions, not during practicals - I need to sleep AT NIGHT, IN A BED. Imagine that? Sleeping in a bed.

But do I? Of course not. I couldn't possibly be sensible. It gets to 10 and 11, and I just can't bare to go to sleep. Never mind that I need to be up at 6 the next day, bed is the enemy. Sometimes I fuckin' hate me.

I want to go to the brickworks market. I ain't been there in ages, I wanna browse.

I'd like to send out a very public thankyou to my boy though, while I'm here and feeling sentimental. Just to say thankyou for sticking by me and being there for me. I know I'm a hastle, So Thankyou to him. And to everyone else who has put up with me - You're kindness is humbling. I don't know what to say.

So what bought that on? This cheesy love song started to play XP

"And they said this feeling fades,
It get's stronger every day.
And they say that beauty fades,
You're more beautiful then ever.
They said we'd drift away,
We're still standing here
And it feels like every day's our Aniversery."

Okay, back to coding in Prolog. I may be back ^^;

- posted by Washi @ 3:41 pm 0 comments

 
SUCCESS!!
:: does the happy triangle dance ::

It's amazing what will cause rejoycing when you're doing a coding project. Right now, I'm about ready to dance for joy because I made a TRIANGLE APPEAR ON THE SCREEN!!! Okay, my tutor did it by adding a lot of stars to my code (apparently it was star deficient).

I just felt like celebrating.

On a side note, I have four magnets attatched to my body.
- posted by Washi @ 6:19 pm 2 comments

 
The Moron Speaks Again!
Dear lord I am an idiot -_-

I come in here early only to discover that half the computers are having some early morning problems with the UNINET server. K, that's bad, but it happens. And I'm also out of internet quota. K, more bad, means I can't look up Prolog stuff, try to find some better examples of this GOD DAMN ASSIGMNET QUESTIONS!! I'm sorry people, but I'm not so good at working backwards as you all are, hey?

Of course, I could have just stayed HOME and done it all, saved myself an hour of bus travel. But I didn't. Why?

See first line.

This is why I keep having troubles - I insist on making EVERYTHING so unbelievably DIFFICULT! Dear lord, is it so hard for me to simply stop, think for a moment and then do the INTELLIGENT thing that I'm simply cognitively UNABLE to do it??!??


GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!

Okay, back to work now. Oh yeah, I'm still alive and all that ^_^;
- posted by Washi @ 2:26 pm 0 comments