It's official - the world hates me.
You Are The Key Character
"It's what I was meant to do."
You are the true enigma. No one knows much about you, you do not understand much of yourself, and your life seems to carry no purpose. Yet regardless of everything around you - everyone knows that you are here for some reason, even if no one yet knows what that is. Things seem to simply fall into place for you. Almost as though some force is working either through you, for you, or around you. No matter your troubles, ou have been sent here to unlock something. This is your destiny.
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I AM THE BINT!!
- posted by Washi @ 10:53 pm 0 comments
Oh Poot.
Damnit! The best explanation I've heard yet for what's up with me, and it doesn't seem likely -_- When I went into emergency, they theorised that my heart issues may be the result of a malfunctioning thyroid, which would have also explained why I was so thin and why I get so cold. Alas, the reason I'm thin and cold still appears to be a basic lack of flesh rather then something that can be reballanced.
I'm completely healthy, everything is normal.
That's something at least.
- posted by Washi @ 6:53 pm 0 comments
Now...
I've decided I hate having blood taken. I hate the turbulence feeling. I hate the way my arm aches right now, the day after I had it done. I hate that I don't bleed very well, so it takes ages.
I hate having blood taken.
On the bright side, I might know what's wrong with me by Friday.
- posted by Washi @ 12:58 pm 0 comments
Tiny Personal Rant
I feel weak, light headed, shaky, sick. I feel like my gut is on fire. I can't type, I can't see right, I feel lethargic and out of controll all at the same time, like my limbs don't understand what I'm asking them to do. This would mean that NOONE understands what 'm asking them to do.
Please, I just want to go home.
Welcome to Tuesday, Washi.
- posted by Washi @ 12:39 pm 0 comments
Time for Washi to Crap On and Be Obscure (tm)
They did this every day. Raid would come down to the river just after noon, and she would be waiting, and he would sing. And Sion would sit here and watch, every day. It wasn’t exactly a chore – until recently, the reason for his existence had mostly been to sit perfectly still and look pretty, like some life-sized shell doll. At least here there was something to watch, and Raid seemed to have gotten over his unease at his presence.
Although perhaps it was starting to return, Sion considered as raid shot a quick look in his direction. Until now, the Innocent has focused her instruction on technique. Raw emotion was not something Raid needed help with; he had more then enough of that. But today, she had made a specific request. Something all sirens could do.
“Have you ever tried to sing seduction?”
Raid wasn’t much good at hiding his emotions. To someone like Sion, who spent most of his time just watching people and trying to discern how he should react from their body language, Raid was an open book. Right now, Raid was agitated, and teetering on the edge of attempting to cover up his unease with aggression. That was the way he always reacted when cornered. Such a strange response, Sion thought. But then, Raid often acted in strange ways, and protested against the most unusual things.
“Uh... no, I figured I was a bit… young for it. Y’know?” Raid responded carefully. There was no way The Innocent could have missed the unease there.
“To be fair, you’re almost three times the age I was when I learnt.” She replied.
“But I’m not a Siren, I’m a Fox!” He responded sharply.
“No, you’re not.”
That visibly took Raid aback for a moment, as though he had completely forgotten what he was. He had told Sion once that he didn’t know exactly what he was, just that he was looking for it. That had been when they had met some few years ago.
Raid dug his claws into the rock they were seated on. “Whatever. I can’t do it.” He looked up at the Innocent for a moment as though daring her to contradict him before he managed to force his eyes down into something more passive. A good move, but perhaps a moment too late – the Innocent’s eyes narrowed at the obvious aggression before she forced herself back to calm. She was far better at that then Raid was.
“Try it. Just once. Then we will see if you can. But you have to really try, remembering I’ll know if you don’t try.” Se said calmly. Raid looked back up at her with the expression Sion recognised all too well. He was subjected to that expression regularly. It was an expression that implied that he thought you’d gone completely crazy for a moment.
In response, The Innocent lent forwards and whispered something in his ear. Sion couldn’t hear what was being said, but judging from the way Raid was looking over to him, he figured it was about him. But whatever it was, Raid only nodded and closed his eyes, face distorted with concentration.
He opened his mouth to sing, but no sound came out. The only sound that could be heard was the sound of claws working their way deeper into rock. He tried again, with much the same effect. Growling to himself, Raid looked up to the Innocent.
“That’s not trying, Raid. You need to actually make a sound.” She responded. Raid growled louder. “That doesn’t count. Come on boy, at least give it a try. You’ll be glad you did when you’re a couple of years older.” The Innocent smirked, which only managed to irk Raid further. She was teasing him. Now it was a challenge. Raid turned his attention inwards again. Frustration rolled off of him in tangible waves, not the least reason being the fact that he couldn’t seem to make a sound.
Then the Black became visible. Creeping up around his collar, visible through the tears in his clothing, black veins laced across his skin like some fungus. Sion couldn’t keep the horror off of his face when he saw them, and immediately recognised what they were. The Innocent’s looked started by them before tarting her hands forwards and tugging up the bottom of Raid’s shirt, exposing his stomach. Raid gave a startled yelp and attempted to jump away from the hands, but was thwarted by his claws, still embedded in the rock below him. He yanked them out and swiped at the Innocent, who easily pulled her hand out of the range of his swing.
“Raid…” The Innocent looked at Raid with sadness and… compassion? Raid sunk out of his aggressive posture and gave her a shocked, confused look. “If you had just told me, I wouldn’t have asked.”
It was a moment before Raid caught up to what she was talking about, realisation dawning on his features just as the Innocent lent forwards to place a hand on his shoulder.
And Sion couldn’t just sit there any more. Guilt washed over him, the feeling only strengthened by the compassion in the Innocents voice as she continued to speak softly, enough so that only Raid could here the words, but he could hear the tone. So he left.
No, he fled. He tried to remind himself that it wasn’t his fault. He hadn’t been there when Raid had gained those marks, hadn’t known anything… So why didn’t he didn’t believe that it wasn’t his fault? Somehow, he couldn’t’ work out how, it was his fault.
(oo, Washi is being Stoopid! Enjoy)
- posted by Washi @ 2:58 am 0 comments
Gacked from Dani. Go Dani Dani Dani!!
1. What is your name?
Erin
2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
White
3. What are you listening to right now?
San Reemo Song Festival
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?
96
5. What was the last thing you ate?
Toast and LCM
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Dark metalic purple
7. How is the weather right now?
Too cold, but tempered by the tiny heater.
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dad
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/same(if you're gay) sex?
Threatening posture
10. Favorite Food?
Potatoes
11. Favorite Drink?
Coke
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?
Midori
13. Favorite place to shop?
Thrift Shops.
14. Hair color:
uncertain. Blondish redish brown
15. Eye Color:
grey-bue-green
16. Do you wear contacts?
not often
17. Top or Bottom?
bottom
18. favorite month?
November/December.
19. Favorite Fast Food?
KFC
20. Last Movie you Watched?
I, Robot again.
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
New Year's Day
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
yes
23. Summer or Winter?
I don't much like either... both maybe?
24. Hugs or Kisses?
both
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla
26. Do you want your friends to respond back?
Nope.
27. Who is most likely to respond?
No-one
28. Who is least likely to respond?
Don't care
29. What books are you reading?
I'm supposed to be reading Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy, but I'm really not.
30. favorite TV Show?
Spicks and Specks
31. What's on your mouse pad?
NOONE! I have no mouse pad
32. Favorite board game?
Squatter or Trivial Persuit
33. What did you do last night?
Played Haven City at The Professor's
34. Favorite Author?
Terry Pratchett
35. Who inspires you?
Too many people to name - I'm inspired by people and events around me, as well as people's work over the internet.
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Buttered AND salted
37. Dogs or cats?
Dogs
38. Favorite Flower?
Ornamental Cherry Blossom
39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M.?
:: groan :: Uni...
40. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school?
By middle school, you mean high school... right? Cause... not a lot, but I guess so.
41. What's on your desk?
At the moment, probably piles of potato chip packets and chocolate bars. I'm not there, so I can't say for sure.
42. Rock Concert or symphony?
ROCK!
43. Play or Opera?
Both would be awesome, but a play.
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Airgun, slug gun. I sucked.
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
Never done it.
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right
47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter?
Chunky
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two. Three if you count my boy.
49. City and State you were born?
This one.
50. Ever hitchhiked?
Nope. I don't remember hitchiking anyway.
- posted by Washi @ 1:08 pm 0 comments
I'm hungry
Everything is humming. I can feel the vibrations through my arms and legs. Through my ribs. My ribs hurt if I move. They don't like it much.
I can't breathe very well here. My posture isn't helping. There's nothing below my lungs to hold them up.
My hands really are so very small.
I hate w. I hate people. I hate at least half of the people in this class. I hate voices - they irritate me so. I wish people would stop talking for a moment. Then there would just be the clack clack clack of the keys.
Guess it's time to flee. I feel strange again. I hate my stomach. I don't really need anything below the ribcage.
- posted by Washi @ 6:11 pm 0 comments
Pain Doesn't Hurt Anymore
"Why are you here? Where have you been!?" Raid asked, a mix of excitement and anger creeping into his voice.
"I was home, in the sea where I was born." His father replied, leaning back against the smooth bark of the tree behind him. he blended into the surrounding dusk like it had been a part of him all his life. "I am a wanderer, boy. I move with the ocean's tide."
There was a pause before Raid finally asked, "The ocean?"
"The ocean, yes. Where all the river's flow. Surely you've been to the sea?"
"I've only been where the rivers come from, not where they go." Raid admitted. His father gave him an unreadable look that worked on Raid's nerves. "I will go. It's just a matter of time. Once I'm released, I'll be gone from here."
Raid's father smiled a little at this and closed his eyes, tilting his head back to rest against the tree. "All the singers came from the sea. The sea is out heartland; A vast expanse of water, where the sky reflects the waves and the clouds rise up from it's depths like smoke."
"It sounds like a dream I once had." Raid said dismissively. His father turned that unreadable look back to him, and again he felt the desire to justify himself to the song demon.
"I dreamt of an endless plain of blue that reached to the edges of the world. It curled upwards and became the sky, and then wrapped around and came back down, like a giant bubble of blue." Raid stopped there, unwilling to tell his father that in his dream, he was drowning.
The look didn't leave his fathers eyes, even when he started speaking again.
"Everything has an end, Raid."
Wow. I botched up pretty badly here -_- I really want to go home and sleep for the next 20 years. Or at least two hours. But I won't, of course. I have a game.
Please shoot me. In the leg, if you can mannage.
Ignore crap. I kinda want to write little bits of crap. That was a little bitr of Raid crap I wanted to write last night. There is also some Sorcerer Story stuff I'd like to write or draw. Probaly draw, I suck at writing.
There are many things I want to do, dogged by the hideous realisation that I will not finish any of them. Ouch.
- posted by Washi @ 12:12 pm 0 comments
I Don't Believe in Darkness
The 'Last' Quizz:
Last dream :: Last dream I remember anything of was kind of embarrasing (not in a sexy kinda way, ina 'dear lord I'm lame' kinda way) - I dreamed I had a bran doll -_-
Last nightmare :: Don't remember much about it, but I was hurt and kinda scared because no-one was acnowledging my existence, and everyone was moving around downstairs and everything was white.
Car ride :: Sunday.
Last time you cried :: probably within the past week.
Last movie seen :: ... I... don't know O_O
Last movie rented :: ... I don't know!!
Last book read :: ... You mean finished? The last book I picked up to read was Brumbies of the Night.
Last words said :: "k, bai"
Last curse word said :: Fuckin', unless you count bitch as a swear word. I don't.
Last time you laughed :: Thursday.
Last phone call :: Dad called yesterday when the house was full of people.
Last CD played :: Two Mix. DON'T LAUGH AT ME!! ;p
Last song you listened to :: Rythm Generation by Two Mix. funny that, since I was listening to the CD on the bus here.
Last annoyance :: PEOPLE!! You can read it below ;p
Last IM :: probably 'k, bai'
Last weird encounter :: The man on the bus today who smelt like sauce.
Last person you hugged :: Ri-Chan
Last person you yelled at :: Me. I don't yell at other people much... I might have raised my voice to Ri-Chan.
Last time you wore a skirt :: Do dresses count? I wore a dress on sunday.
Last time you've been evil :: I'm not really very evil -_- I kept Jemi up really late, is that evil?
Sarcastic? :: Almost two hours ago now!
Last time you fought with your parents :: I can't remember, it was that long ago. I don't fight them - there's no point in fighting when you losing is an inevitability.
Last time you wished upon a star :: What am I, six? I don't remember.
Played Truth or Dare :: Not since high-school.
Spent quality time alone :: I don't like to be alone very much.
A-Z Survey.
A - Age you got your first kiss: Not sure... Did I have to be given the kiss, and does being sick and heat-stroked count?
B - Band listening to right now: If I reached out and put on my headphones, I could be listening to Two-Mix. But instead I'm listening to the vile sounds of the fleshies.
C - Crush: I don't really have them any more.
D - Dad's name: Robert. And people call him Robert.
E - Easiest people to talk to: Ri-Chan. I'm not very good at talking ^^;
F - Favorite band at the moment: ... Uh, Rasmus I guess ^^;
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Both? Bears I guess.
H - Hometown: Adelaide, South Australia.
I - Instruments: Saxophone, keyboard, voice. All of which I've forgotten.
J- Junior High: ... who? I only had primary and high, and my high school is Woodville.
K - Kids: Not if I can help it.
L - Longest car ride ever: Either here to the Whales at the Bite, or here to the Grampians. Both were pretty long.
M- Mom's name: Bonnie
N - Nicknames: Ems, Washi, Puppy, a host of old ones that are mostly out of use now.
O - One wish: More time?
P - Phobia[s]: Spiders, being threatened, people.
Q - Quote: "Reality can be beaten with enough imagination"
R - Reason to smile: That moment when you walk into a room and everyone there looks up at you and says 'hey'. That kinda always makes me smile, thereby completely destroying my well-simmered funk.
S - Song you sang last: I attempted to sing the ending song to Zenki. That was sort of ammusing.
T - Time you woke up today: 8am, in theory.
U - Unknown fact about me: Me and some friends started a cartooning club at school, but I wasn't as good at it as the other girls (my hands were too shaky and clumsy) so I ended up drifting away. Is that an unknown fact? There's not a lot about me that's unknown that's not 'Ohmygodemowhingetime' grade material.
V - Vegetable you hate: Not big on Squash or eggplant.
W - Worst habit(s): nail biting, shrinking.
X - X-rays you've had: Head mostly. Teeth.
Y- Your favorite food: Potato based food products - especially salty potato.
Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo/Rat.
And I'm done.
- posted by Washi @ 1:17 pm 0 comments
It's me, isn't it?
It's completely my own fault. I'm just not making myself clear, am I? I'm not sitting down and saying 'Alright people, this is what we're doing now', I'm asking them for their input. But no, that isn't what I shouod be doing, nor should I at any stage assume that they can magically know what it is I want them to do. I cannot rely on them to know that, I have to force feed them exactly what I want them to do and hope they understand.
But why should I have to? Why should I have to be the one telling the rest of the group what to do? Why can't they do something damnit!?
Oh yeah, by the way, I HATE WORKING IN GROUPS!!!
:: sigh :: It's my own damn fault for actually caring about passing this god forsaken course though.
End whinge.
- posted by Washi @ 10:58 am 0 comments
500 questions
001. What is your name? Erin McGregor
002. Spell your name backwards: rogerGcM Nire. It wants to be rivergum!
003. Date of birth:
004. Male or female? Yes
005. Astrological sign: Virgo
006. Nickname: Washi.
007. Occupation: Studente
008. Height: 170cm
009. Weight: 53 kg
010. Hair color: Mixed. Naturally mousy brown
011. Eye color: mostly grey, bit green and a bit blue.
012. Where were you born? Adeliade
013. Where do you reside now: In my Dreams
014. Age: 20
015. Screen names: Washi, WashiPuppy.
016. Are you online often? Whenever i can be.
017. What does your screen name stand for? Washi is Eagle. Puppy is a young dog.
019. What does your diary name stand for? WashiPuppy is an Eagle that is also a young dog. Duh.
020. Pets: My dog, my boyfriend.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 2. One was a 2 and the other was a 0, I think… either that or one was a one and the other was an 8.
022. Piercings? Four, need to get my fifth.
023. Tattoo's? One so far. My next one is for my 21st birthday.
024. Shoe size? 7.
025. Righty or lefty? Right handed.
026. Wearing: socks, trackies, t-shirt, old school windcheater.
027. Hearing: the annoying hum of the computer.
028. Feeling: Zoned out.
029. Eating/drinking: Coke.
~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? Crazy?... I don’t know anyone crazy… IceQueen’s pretty frantic though. That’ll do, right?
031. Loudest? IceQueen
032. Nicest? Hmm… I’ll go with Nu.
033. Bitchiest? Me! Or maybe… Ledi?
034. Life of the party? I don’t exactly party much… Uh, IceQueen again?
035. Jock? I don’t own a jock.
036. Prep? O_O I know not your crazy american terminology.
037. Rebel? ::shrug::
038. Cutest? Nu.
039. Best friend of the same sex? I… don’t know O_O
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Ri-Chan, no da.
041. Most popular? I cannot think of a time in my life I have been able to tell that.
042. Rudest? Traditionally, me. But I'm not my friend any more ;p
043. Most shy? Sycle, most definitely ;p
044. Dumbest? I don’t really have dumb friends ^^;
045. Smartest? Hmmmm… I don’t really know. Jemi knows a lot of stuff, so let’s go with her.
046. Weirdest? Vasillis Childe. In my opinion.
047. Has the best hair? Grat! His hair is the most awesome thing ever ^_^
048. Best personality? … UH? What do you mean ‘Best personality’? Is that like ‘She looks like the dog vomited over her after she was run over by a tractor, but she’s got a lovely personality.’??
049. Most talented? Most of my friends are really talented. I surround myself with cool people where I can ;p
050. Most ghetto? … Ghetto? Does Bogan count as ghetto for
051. Most spoiled? Dunno.
052. Drama queen? IceQueen again.
053. Pain in the ass? I don’t have a donkey…
054. Funniest? I know lots of funny people too… Sycle cracks me up, but so does Vasillis Childe and F.O.L
055. Best advice giver? Ri-Chan. Cause he dispenses it at me like a fortune cookie ;p
056. Druggie? I tend not to hang around them in these situations, so I’ll go with IceQueen again.
057. Most likely to join a cult? Zoe ;p
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Yes! (I misses joo Iduna!)
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Zoe.
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 50-ish.
~Love/Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? Yes.
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? A few – three of the core people in my life, and a few of the people I really do adore, but to whom I say it as jest.
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1
064. How many people have said ?I love you? to you? I think at least two… probably more, I don’t remember for sure.
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Not properly.
066. How many people have you dated? 2
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Whether or not I feel threatened by their presence. If I don’t feel threatened by you, we’re off to a good start.
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Nice, slightly outside of the norm, interesting to me. 2 is hardly enough to make a comparison. I seem to like dark hair though.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? yes.
071. If so where did you meet them? Uni, although I saw them briefly dressed as a bunny.
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? I kinda like all of him. But I like how he treats me best.
073. Do you have a crush right now? On someone I'm not dating? I don’t have the energy.
074. If so who is it? Again, lack of energy.
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe in infatuation/lust at first sight.
076. Do you remember your first love? You mean the one I'm in now?
077. Who is the first person you really liked? I remember having a major crush on this stuck up greek dick-head in primary school. But he was so very cute.
078. Do you believe in fate? I don’t think it’s that important. The question is, does fate believe in me?
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Sure, why not?
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? If I have one, yes.
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? One brother, two step-brothers.
105. What are your parents names? Bonita and Robert
106. What are your siblings names? Travis, Alan, John.
107. How many siblings does your mother have? One.
108. How many siblings does your father have? Three.
109. Where are your parents from? Dad’s from
110. Is your family close? Not any more. At least, not with me.
111. Does your family get together for holidays? Christmas and stuff. Well, not mum’s side… Dad’s side does.
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? Not lately – they’re trying these days.
113. Any medical problems run through your family? Baldness, the possibility of some kind of Parkinson’s-like tremor, type 2 diabetes. Probably other stuff.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? No, they’re all proudly bald. And wear caps all the time.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no.
116. Are your parents divorced? yes
117. Do you have stepparents? Stepmother. Where did you think i got the step-brothers from?
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Nope.
119. If so for what? Nope.
120. Did some of your family come to the
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? More Then A Feeling is my serious theme-song. Although I know no Mary-Annes.
122. What's the most embarrassing CD you own? The Real McCoy? I'm not particularly embarrassed by any of my music.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? “Dare you to move”. DIE!!! There are lots of songs I dislike though.
125. Do you sing in the shower? Yes.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? “Perfect Day” By Lou Reed. I didn’t know that song before him.
~Favorites~
152. Color: Purple
153. Food: Potato
154. Song: Mitternach at the moment.
155. Show: Spicks and Specks.
156. School subject: This semester? Electronic Publishing on the Internet. And I hate CSS.
157. Band/singer: … Nightwish maybe? I got lots I love.
158. Animal: Dogs are the best people.
159. Outfit: I have lots of clothes I like. I like my black dress with the white trim. I like my comfortable track pants with the large fluffy jumper and ugg-boots too. I like my purple flower dress. I like my kilt. I like pants.
160. Radio station: I listen to whatever I can stand at that moment.
161. Movie: … I have no idea O_O
162. Pair of shoes: I like my Ugg-Boots and I like my half-thigh boots, although I can’t walk in them right yet ^_^
163. Cartoon: I like lots of cartoons.
164. Actor: I usually say ‘Ewan McGregor’ here, ‘cause our names are similar. Not as similar as Evan (my cousin) and Ewan’s names are.
165. Actress: Uh… ?
166. Potato chip: Light and Tangy.
167. Drink: Addicted to Coke right now.
168. Alcoholic: Not terribly fussed – Cowboys are tasty, and Midori is nice with lemonade.
169.
170. Perfume/cologne:
171. Pizza topping: Pineapple
172. Jello flavor: Dark berry
173. Lunch meat: Ham
174. Board game: Nightmare/Atmosfear
175. Video game: I don’t play ^^;
176. Website: Deviantart.
177. Book: I'm re-aquainting myself with the Silver Brumby series. Maybe… Grug?
178. Computer game: Again, I don’t play games much.
179. Number: 5
180. Cereal: Haven’t eaten cereal in ages.
181. Comedian: Hmmm… I like Wil Anderson and Billy Conolly… Basically, I like anyone who can make me laugh.
182. Dessert: Wafer
183. Disney character: Pluto.
184. Clothing store: Second Hand store.
185. Past time: I draw.
187. Childhood toy: Bramwell
188. Carnival game/ride: I kinda like the Rainbow.
189. Candy: I like Kool fruits and Jols. But not at the same time.
190. Magazine: Whatever the chiropractor has, especially if they’ll tell me 10 steps for improving my sex life and how to beat menopause.
191. Salad dressing: I like light tangy dressings. Like… uh… the light tangy one. I rarely dress my own salad.
192. Thing to do on the weekend: Sleep.
193. Hot drink: Tea.
194. Season: I kind of hate them all right now.
195. Sport to watch: Is gymnastics a sport? Cause I like the Gymnasts.
196. Person to talk to online: I have trouble keeping up a REAL LIFE conversation, you think I'm much better online? I like talking to anyone -_-
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? I… don’t know… Blue maybe?
198. What color are your bedroom walls? It’s called ‘bread’, but it’s basically a dark pink.
199. Have posters on your wall? Not on my wall, on the back of my door.
200. If so of what? Two of Angel that I made myself, and one of Heero and Relena. Also have a Son Goku postcard and a Lain and NGE wall scroll. And a framed picture of a wolf with wings.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? no
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 3 + 1 cusion.
203. What do you normally sleep in? Teddy bear jumpsuit.
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: Teddy bear Jumpsuit. Or track pants and a flannel shirt.
205. What size bed do you have? Queen
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? Nope.
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? I have a phone. It is loud.
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? If I'm having trouble or if I'm anxious.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: The last one I can remember was the smelly cripple/fat dog one. And that one wasn’t so much a nightmare as a dream I woke up feeling sick and dirty from. I was walking along a street and there was this poor, half-lame dog sitting there looking morbid, and he’d been dumped there. And then he turned into this dirty, diseased crippled kid and some guy (the guy who had dumped the dog) came back to collect him. And he smelt like death and disease and dirt and alchohol and… ugh, it was horrible. I woke up nauseous.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes.
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2. 3 if you’re willing to snuggle a bit.
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? I can’t sleep on my back?
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? No
214. Do you snore? Not to my knowledge – generally, I'm asleep.
215. How about drool? Yes, if I can’t breathe.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Cream-ish
218. What's under your bed? Paper, pencils, water bottles, bags – there’s not a lot of room under there. But it’s full of stuff..
219. Coke/Pepsi: Coke at the moment
220. Doughnuts/bagels: … uh? Bagel I guess.
221. Day/night: Night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: East. She was just a pair of feet ^_^
223. Heaven/hell: Dante must Die!.
224. Make love/have sex: Love ;p
225. Coffee/tea: Tea
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: Hamburgers
227. Rap/rock: Rock.
228. Britney/Christina: All must be ended.
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: I like cheese.
230. Real World/Road Rules: … I get the feeling I don’t understand this question.
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: … Uh, Backstreet boys. Makes em’ sound like prostitutes. And they have a werewolf. WEREWOLF!
232. Silver/gold: Sliver. Silver ^_^
233. Nike/Adidas: No
234. McDonalds/Taco
235. Sweet/sour: Sweet
236. Punk/emo: Probably Emo. They’re less confrontational, and kinda more amusing to poke fun at ^_^
237. Hot/cold: Hot.
238. Winter/summer: neither -_-
239. Spring/fall : Both have their bad points.
240. Operas/plays: Plays
241. Read/watch tv: TV. TV lets me draw, but you can’t read and draw.
242. CD's/Tapes: Cds
243. DVDs/VHS: DVD
244. Old/new: Both.
245. Shorts/skirts: Shorts
246. Pink/red: Red
247. Color pictures/black and white photos: I liken the pretty colours.
248. Meat/vegetables: Meat
249. Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese
250. Commercials/infomercials: Infomercials. They’re funny.
251. Scary movies/comedies: I luff to laugh.
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Both.
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: Sandals
254. Dogs/cats: Dogs
255. Unicorns/fairies: Unicorns. They look like they could do some damage.
256. Water/land: Land
257. Sugar/spice: Sugar.
258. Black/white: Black
259. Ribbons/bows: Ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: chooken
261. Colored christmas lights/white christmas lights: I liken the COLOURS!!
262. Cars/trucks: ugh. Cars?
263.
264. Popcorn/pretzels: Popcorn
265. Hip/hop: Die.
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Combine them!
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: WWE amuses me so.
268. Backrub/foot massage: Backrub.
269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums
270. Pens/pencils: Pencils.
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: I have nothing to say on that subject.
272. Sports: Hate so much, better then real war.
273. God: He’s handy to have around to blaspheme about, that’s for sure.
274. The Osbournes: Too many dogs, can’t believe I know that.
275. Reality TV: I don’t like people very much.
276. J.Lo: I hate that abbreviation for some reason. Can’t say I'm fond of her right now either.
277. Religion: Apparently there’s something fundamental in our core that requires religion. Why the hell did we need that?
278. Emo music: Sometimes I get the urge to listen to Voltaire. This is oft accompanied by a burning sense of shame. And THAT is emo.
279. Valentine's Day: Not that big a deal I guess.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: She’s got a what know?
281. Homosexuals: … Yay!
282. Abortion: Because we NEED more people on this planet -_- Very pro making abortions available.
283. Interracial relationships: If you can work out the bumps, good for you!
284. Murder: Sometimes, far too understandable.
285. Death: Happens.
286. Obesity: Kinda gross, real problem, hand me that bucket of fried chicken now…
287. Pre-marital sex: Yay!
288. Terrorism: Like Tourism, but with guns and bombs. Now THAT’S emo!
289. Pornography: Not for me, but k.
290. Fortune tellers: I wish they were real. But then again, I don’t.
291. Threesomes: Do I have to be involved?
292. Prostitution: Will always occur. As long as the prostitutes are treated right, I'm cool with it.
294. Country music: It’s great for line-dancin!
295. George W. Bush: My Fellow Pelicans!
296. Cloning: I’ like a new kidney, please.
297. Britney's boobs: I can’t say I really noticed them.
298. Gas prices in
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?
299. Jack: Sprat
300. Tiffany: Diamond
301. Ben: Affect
302. Mariah: Pariah
303. Jennifer: Demoness
304. Nicole: Transmit
305. Amy: Rose
306. Adam: pervert
307. Richard: Nixon
308. Justin: time
310. Tom: thumb
311. Melissa: Etheridge
312.
313. Harold: Johnson
314: John: Allan
315. Joel: Turner
316. Vanessa: Amarosi
317. Michelle: Bubbles
318. Kevin: Kine
319. Brent: Brently
320. Karen: puppy
321. Billy:
322. Sarah: Rani
323. Natalie: Portman
324. Christy: Chandelier
325. Nick: Name
326. Linda: Blaire
327.
328.
329. Jaime: Durie
330.
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? Nope.
332. Been on a diet? I have a diet… don’t think I’ve ever actively been on one.
333. Been to a foreign country? nope
334. Broken a bone? nope
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? nope
336. Sworn at a teacher? probably
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant message? Yes
338. Gotten in a fight? Not a proper fight.
339. Dated a teacher? No.
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? Not that I remember.
341. Thought about killing your enemy? Yes. Provided you count the people who come into MY computer room and make noise as my enemy.
342. Gone skinny dipping? I'm pretty sure I have.
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? Who I didn’t know before hand? No.
344. Told a little white lie? Well duh.
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Don’t think so.
346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? Well, it DID say ‘made in china’… ;p
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? I said Twat. I meant to say Twit.
348. Been on tv? Community TV. As if that counts.
349. Been on the radio? Yeah, but I sounded like I was FIVE!
350. Been in a mosh pit? Kinda. I crawled up onto the speakers.
351. Been to a concert? Not any that you had to pay to go see.
352. Dated one of your best friends? nope
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? Yes.
354. Decieved somebody close to you? Yes.
355. Broken the law? Yes
356. Been to a rodeo? Yes
357. Been on a talk show? No.
358. Been on a game show? No
359. Been on an airplane? Yes, but not while it was flying.
360. Gotten to ride on a firetruck? No
361. Came close to dying? Nope.
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? No.
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yep
364. Terrorized a babysitter? nope.
365. Made a mud pie? Yes.
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? Not that I remember.
367. Snuck out of the house at night? Nope.
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? Nope.
369. Had an eating disorder? Nope.
370. Felt like you didn't belong? Well duh. Hasn’t everyone?
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? I AM the third wheel.
372. Smoked? No.
373. Done drugs? No. Except for one particularly amusing Panadeine Forte moment.
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? No.
375. Had your tonsils removed? Nope.
376. Gone to camp? Yes.
377. Won a bet? Yes
378. Written a love letter? Nope.
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Yes.
380. Written a love poem? I don’t do love poems.
381. Kissed in the rain? I think so.
382. Slow danced with someone you love? Only because I forced him to.
383. Participated in cyber sex? Nope.
384. Stolen something from a store? Yeah, stupid things.
385. Stolen a kiss? Nope.
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? Nope, but I get asked a fair bit.
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? Nope.
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone special? Yes
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? No car.
390. Done jail time? No
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? School yes, Work no.
392. Won a trophy? I remember a trophy somewhere… I don’t know.
393. Thrown up in public? Probably.
394. Bowled a perfect game? Never.
395. Failed/got held back? Nope.
396. Gotten perfect attendance in grade school? I don’t think so.
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? Nope. You can do that?
398. Taken ballet lessons? Nope.
399. Attempted suicide? Nope.
400. Cut yourself? Paper does it for me.
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? Yes!
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? Yes ^_^
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? Nope.
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? I believed there were shadow creatures that lurked at the foot of my bed. I could see them.
408. Did you wear underwear with the days of the week on them? Nope.
409. Were you shy? Very much so.
410. Were you spoiled? I don’t believe so.
411. Were you abused? Nope.
412. Did you go to the circus? Yes! I remember a circus.
413. Did you go to the zoo? I like the Cape Hunting Dogs.
414. Were you in a car accident? Only small ones.
415. Did you build snowmen? I’ve never seen snow.
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Probably.
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? Kinda. Mostly they were kinda cool though.
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? Yes, but not hideously so. We had no stairs, see?
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? No, they lived in an abandoned subway station. DUH! ;p Of course they were in the underground though. They were just in
420. Were you afraid of the dark? Yes.
421. Did you have slumber parties? Yes.
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, sleeping bags and pajamas? Not at all O_o
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? I don’t remember… I think at one stage I did.
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? Illegal aliens? Yes, and yes for life on other planets. Probably not intelligent like us though ;p
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: Sims 2, glass of Coke, Remote Control.
427. Any hidden talents? Not really hidden.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? … Yes. Then there wouldn’t be so much crap.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? I… Don’t… know.
430. What would your movie star name be? Erin Something-or-ther.
431. Do you play any sports? Hell no.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? Hypnosis. THE GREEN MONKEY!
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? House of Flying Daggers.
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? There have been many, many dumb movies.
435. Do you drive? No.
436. What is your dream car? Vesper
437. What kind of car does your family most often drive? Their own.
438. Do others think you are good looking? Why, you think they tell me all the time?
439. Would you ever sky dive? I think I promised someone I would once.
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? One of anything doesn’t work. Try BigFEET.
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? Yes. They aren’t stable.
443. Do you believe in God? I believe in Dog.
444. Do you believe in Satan? Nein.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? Dunno. Seems kinda stupid, but whatever makes people happy.
446. Do you believe there is a hell? See above.
447. Do you own a pool table? Nope
448. Do you have a pool? Yes, for some reason.
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? Yes.
450. Do you like chocolate? Not really, but I eat it anyway -_-
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? I don’t have one.
453. Wished on a shooting star? I miss them.
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? Susan Sto Hellit.
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? Depends… are scissors weapons?
456. What is your weakness? I am.
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Time.
458. Do you ever want to get married? No
459. How many kids do you want to have? None-ish.
460. Future daughters names: uh? I don’t know… Rowan? Or… Lita?
461. Future sons names: … … See, most male names have been ruined for me. I’ll have to call them something different, like Malice. Or Rain. ::giggle::
462. What is your ideal way to die? Quickly. If I know it’s happening, it’s too slow.
463. How do you release stress? I don’t -_-
464. Are you a trendy person? Dear lord no.
465. Are you an artistic person? Maybe.
466. Are you a realistic person? Kinda.
467. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Usually.
468. Are you a strong person? Nope.
469. Are you a strong-willed person? Nope.
470. Who was the last person to e-mail you? An automated bot for a forum.
471. Who was the last person to IM you? Nu.
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? Some are kinda funny..
473. Are you a deep sleeper? Average.
474. Are you a good story teller? I was. Now I suck. My voice puts people to sleep.
475. What do you believe is your best quality? I… uh… Have nice hair?
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? I don’t know O_o
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Yes.
479. Do you have your own credit card? No
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? Keep it. Get somewhere to live. Pay off Uni. Be happy.
481. Do you have a checkbook? No
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? It amuses me. Except it’s my ‘Proof of Age’ card, not my licence.
484. What color is your hair naturally? Brown.
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? None.
487. Is the glass half full or half empty? It’s at 50% capacity ;p Besides, that’s what top-ups are for!
488. Worst feeling in the world? Stupidity.
489. Best feeling in the world? Contentment
489. Last website you were at? http://www.deviantart.com
490. Last thing you downloaded? FireFox
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? “OMIGAWD!”
492. What do you think people think of you? I probably shouldn’t’ answer that.
493. Are you a likeable person? Dunno, am I?
494. Do you need therapy? According to some? Yes.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? Occasionally. Not at the moment because I haven’t gone back to the doctor.
496. What is the best way to propose to someone? “I have a proposition for you…”
497. What kind of movie would you star in? A movie about my life. It’d be animated. I’d be a magical talking dog. Oh what the hell, I’d turn into a bikini-clad dog girl to fight crime or something.
499. What's your favourite phrase? Better then a slap in the face with a wet fish.
500. What are you thinking right now? Holy fuck it’s late.
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Take That, Palmer!
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Visions of Cornstalks
It just hit me how much I have to do this week. I don't have a lot of time, and I have to get at least these two assignments done.
Today I will work more on my Game shell, and I will work on my CI assignment and try to find the errors.
Tomorrow I will have no time to do anything much, so I will work more on my Game shell and, if I get the content off of my home computer tonight, I'll start work on my EP Assignment.
Wednesday is my main working day. I will start my next assignment for CSA and I will work more on my CI assignment if I still haven't fixed the error. Ideally, I would like to have CI finished by the end of wednesday.
Thursday I will not be able to do homework.
This friday I'm not sure I'll have a game. If I don't, all remaining assignments will be worked on, particularly CSA and the game. I really should have checked up on my team members to make sure they were doing something.
Whoops - I just realised I forgot a rather important doccument. i think it's saved onto my laptop rather than my flash drive. I'll have to get that tomorrow, since it needs to be printed out and handed in this week.
That is my schedule - this is what I must do. All other things are of minimal importance. This includes Drawing and Colouring, So I have to remember not to spend Homework time doing that.
Okay, now that that is written down, I should be able to remember it.
Once all that's out of the way, I've got to get to work on my List of Things to Draw and my Etna outfit. Alas, the main problem of a list of things to draw is that nothing on the lest gets the attention it deserves, because by the time I get around to them I just want to get the fucking thing overwith, rather then continue on with it.
There's not enough time to do it all. There never is, is there?
And 1/2 an hour isn't enough time to get anything really done. So I will do this instead:
FINISH THE SENTENCE
I think I have: An android buttler in my shed.
How do you: get the hell out of this handbasket?
So this one time: I saw this dog, and I was like 'Dude! Youz so fluffy! How freakyz ::giggle:: ' and then the dog bit me and ran away.
I hate: My eyes - THEY BURN! DEAR LORD THEY BUN!!
Monkeys make me: nervous as a long tailed monkey in a room full of hippies.
Sometimes when I get nervous: I turn into a long tailed monkey in a room full of hippies.
What is: The point of it all? (oh woe xp)
My favorite: Pair of sockers.
When: will I learn how to spell?
If this keeps happening: I may break the poor spell checker, if we're pretending I actually use one.
Did you ever stop to: think, and then forget to start again?
How is it: that it is that the wheels keep turning?
Will they ever: stop the beat?
Inside my pants: is my spare dog.
With this chair: I will rule the world!
I wonder: if I'll still be hungry by the time I get home?
What's the first thing you think of when you hear these words:
Cow: Suit.
Paper: cut. ALL OVER MY HANDS T_T
Boyfriend: Bunny
Girlfriend: You go.
George W. Bush: Out! Out, damn spot!
Hyphenate: Concatonate
Punk Rawk: Polly Shouldn't be!
Green: Cow. What?
Corn on the cob: Man of the Mob. Oo, I'm all cockney now ;p
Mustache: Hard to spell. Or Pstachio, which is also hard to spell.
Aww, isn't it cute, she thinks she's funny ;p
"Well that little detour was a complete waste of time. Now let's never mention it again."
~ Best dismissal of a filler arc EVER!
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