::blushes:: I got a 20 for my Art exam. I must be on the other side of the great divide.
Holy cow! What if I'm dead, and I don't realise it? What if I'm existing in a world of my own creation? What if the people I come into contact with on the internet are only figments of my imagination, and the people I speak to in real life are only representations of their real selves based on what I saw of them in life.

I could be subcontiously keeping Zoe and Michelle away from school so I don't realise I'm dead. I could be moving Cynthia out of my little dead reality to quieten things down. She did get her hair cut very similarly to mine, maybe I just brought that into my own dead reality...

But I have a feeling that if I was dead, bringing Naomi back to school and therefore into my dead reality would be a tell-tale something's not right call. Oh well, so much for that theory.

I've forgotten what I was actually going to say... Christ this connection's slow. I'm back at my fathers place, so I'm on his happy little computer. I'll have to head back to Mum's and use her computer sometime. Once I've finished all my winter holiday homework. Which is to say, write a 5-8 minute speach and try to work out how long pinoccio's nose is or wether the fairy queen should eat a cylinder or a sphere. Damned Cursed Fairies!

This holidays I intend to make a mask. If the first goes well, I may make another. I also plan to do my part of that manga, more planing, implament a new layout for the Dark Dingoes and see Ghost World and Spirit. Somewhere in there I'll probably have to talk to some people.

Raise your hands if you think I'm just going to spend it in front of the computer. My GODS I'm so lazy.

Well, I guess that's the size of it. If I reemmber what I was going to say, I'll say it.

"Mama, why am I so alone?
I can't go outside
I'm scared I might not make it home
I'm alive
but I'm sinking in
If there's anyone home at your place
Why don't you invite me in?
Don't try to bleed me
I've been there before and I deserve a little more"
~The Counting Crows- The Rain King
- posted by Washi @ 7:45 pm