It's creeping up slowly...

I'm not used to being quite so aprehensive about my future. Or the future in general. I, like many people, wish that things could be the way they are now forever, but normally I am not terribly fussed by the tides of change. Recently, however, my aprehention has been growing. And it isn't helped by women's magazines, allow me to assure you of that.
My mothers most recent has an article on friendship that partly frightened me and partly made sense. All in all, I will have to keep it to my mind.
Of course, the main cause is that little sheet of papers I've got filled to the brim with numbers for the Uniline Application I plan to put in sometime soon. And possibly Law and Order, which I REALLY shoud stop watching. I can't stomach some of the stories anymore. I'm not entirely certain why- Maybe I'm just terrified of the concept of rape. Or maybe I'm just geting buttery in my old age.

In any case, it is immaterial. Today I plan to by some hair-dye to colour my hair. I want black and purple, or black and blue, but I'm willing to settle for a plum or raven. I like colouring my hair. Nature would have given me purple hair if it was geneticaly possible, I'm sure. I'm SUPPOSED to have purple hair! And purple eyes would be nice. I'd look like cybergirl, only purple.

That used to be a computer pinball game. My favorite, back then. When my cousins would come over we'd either play Pinball with several players or we'd play Scorched Earth. Ah, those were the days. They games are extremly simple, and the graphics are far from fantastic, but they were good to play. They were easy to get the hand of, required skill to master- I remember one of the guys who played cars with my father showed him the game.
I wonder what happened to those people.

The waves do drift, the tides do change, and the force of the moon governs all. Watch the spiders on the curtain, as they weave to fit the pattern they have had determined for them from their birth.

Enough.

"The blood is the life."
~Dracula me puppies, By Bram.
- posted by Washi @ 10:03 am