Cool down papa

How the fuck can my scanner not be working? My printer works, and it's flippin' paralell ported with my scanner. Hell, it's my scanner that's actually plugged into the computer and the power port, my printer is just plugged into the scanner. How the fuck is it then that my computer can find the printer but not the scanner? What is wrong with his picture?

And what's worse is that now I have to listen to mum bitch. She just doesn't get that I don't KNOW why the mouse stops working or why I can't connect to the internet or why, in this case, the printer can't find the scanner. This happened to my old scanner, it's why I got the new one. But I can't afford a new scanner now, so I really need THIS scanner to bloody straighten up and fly right.

Yes, I'm pissed. So much for my big update for Australia day. It's shaping up to be pretty crappy in any case, since I keep being asked to bloody DO things. I've spent so little time at home actually working- Doing my commision (Complete with badgering from mother), working on my comic, doing images to update site with- Plus I have Uni grants I have to aply for TODAY. Yes, so I'm totally self centered. My friends are the ones who are depressed, they should get together and be depressed as a unit. Then they can bitch about what sucks in their life, while the other person goes 'Yes. mm-hmm. That's exactly right. Exactly. Mm-hmm.' Without my help. It only makes them hate me more in any case, because I have no sympathy for them half the time. I don't know why I stay with them- probably because I have no one else, and it's better to be slowly driven to the brink of frustration then to become the reclusive loner again. Although I often find myself thinking perhaps that was the better place to be.

Another reason I don't date.

Bitching asside, sky show is coming up for Australia day. I'm looking forwards to it- we go every year. I'm going with my mum, and if my friends want to turn up that's enturely up to them. That nasty worm inside me almost hopes that they don't. But they all head back to school the week after, so I"m going to have a lot of me time after that, since Uni doesn't start until the end of Feb. Did I mention that I got accepted into my course? I'll be doing Computer and Information sciences- Multimedia Studies. With luck, I'll enjoy it. The Uni's seem almost obsessive about geting as many people settled in and used to Uni as possible. Good for them. It seems to have been a while since I actually updated ya'all about my life- I've been very abstract lately.

Tonight I will be heading up to Australian Game Wizards in the attempt to re-open the roleplay group. Much to my mothers disgust- She doesn't seem to know when to back off and let me be frustrated in peace. It takes all of my restraint not to snap at her, although admittedly my restraint hasn't proven itself to be sizeable. Matt can't come. I'm bumbed about that -_- Look at my sad face here. I also have to take the bus to the Uni campuses to make sure that I actually can. Dance and be merry. What else... I can't seem to MSN Dani. I'm sad about that. I wanted to say Hi.

Hi Dani!

It's going to be very very hot. El Nino and all that. U0.oU

Anyway, I'm looking forwards to he chance to get a lot of stuff done, provided I can draw. I couldn't last night, and I was almost ready to strangle something. Thankfully, everyone else had already gone to bed.
I hope I don't snap tonight. It'll be hard to get home.

It might be the heat. It's upset my chemical balance. It's put me off of all food and made me tired, which is in turn making me lose weight. And before you start bitching at me, I don't fucken NEED to loose weight. I'm supposed to be 55 kg in any case, which is about as low as I'm willing to go. The closer I get to 50 kg, the closer get to a dangerous weight. I droped down to 52 kg, had to eat some chocolate to calm my nerves and, with luck, bring it up. Now I'm just avoiding the scales - I'm becoming paranoid about my weight. And food sucks- nothing tastes good any more. Except for Potato stuff, they almost always taste good. Except when they're wedges that are cooked for health rather then taste, because they're still bad.

Okay, I think that's enough of my paranoid self-centeredness, agreed?

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- posted by Washi @ 11:36 am