Tuesday, February 18, 2003
With Or Without You
My fathers wedding draws ever closer. I look forwards to it- It'll be nice to have the whole kit and caboodle drawn together.
I want to draw some fanpictures. Kyoht, Huskie, more from Kai's little crew... Goldenwolf, although she gets heaps of that anyway. Not to send to them of course, just because I like them. It's on my to do list, as well as more TBEing, finishing the CG's I've got running, doing my fathers wedding gift (it's horses. I'm returning to my base) and a picture of Orion in a Greecian / Roman garden I've got stuck in my head (it's a boring picture, but it wont leave me alone. Whatever it wants I suppose.) And a cute little one of Akai and Erik, since they're married now. Why do so many of my characters end up getting hitched young? Plus I've got that picture inspired by 'Erotic Tales' of Akai. That show is wierd - It seems a touch to artistic to be erotic. Yes the white coursetry and the milk could probably be concidered erotic... But the bride seeing herself being thrown out of the car at the end? It has a very cyclical feel to it.
I'm sure you had to be there to get it.
I realised this morning that the light in my room casts a very large, scary shadow on the wall. It's like some looming, evil cacti. But it goes away when the light is out, odly enough.
Ah yes, I was going to discus my underwealming sence of fear. It's an unusual thing- I spend most of my nights and part of my days in terror. I blame the medea. It fills my heads with all the bad things in the world. Of course, I can't blame it. It has a responsibility to report such things, and besides- They rate. Luckilly, I managed to keep myself distracted last night by weaving an ammusing story involving Rose and Orion, so no hastles there. I could see it, which is always nice.
Farscape is my Valentine. It's not on TV right now though - I hope they at least show me what's left of it. Rove and Buffy are on tonight, so that's somethng at least, yes? I'm pro-ogglebox. I draw a lot more when I'm sitting in front of the Television. That's where I do most of my drawing - On my belly in front of the TV. And now that my Tattoo is fully healed, there is nothing to stop me. Except my moor, complaning elbows and the sores I'm developing where my hip-bones hit the floor...
No, it's not good for me. So what?
"We humans tend to allow the past to destroy our lives."
~Cyan, FFVI
