Warning: The following post contains Way Too Much Information

I've always tried to be honnest here - Despite the fact that what I think and feel has a habbit of changing as often as the wind does. So let's not shrink back now huh?

Yes, I am STILL a virgin. Yes, I know I have opportunity now - I'll get to that in a seccond puppies.

If that line made you uncomfortable, skip this post - it's only going to get worse.

I seem to be developing quite a list of people who want to know when that changes. God only knows why - They seem to take way more interest in me then I take in them, let's face it. And if it was Zoe asking, I'd undersand - She'd probably just be holding me to my own word. Yes, I did say I would probably sleep with my next boyfriend. I also didn't expect that to happen until I was about 20, so... But that's entirely beside the point, as Zoe's not the only one asking. Ledi's not so much asking as enquiring about any plans, and Todd already thinks... Alright, who cares what Todd thinks, come to think of it. And let's not go into my mother... If she asks me again... ::growls::.

It;s odd to think of it being everyone else's business as well. I can only think of one, possibly two people it really concerns. I guess inquiring minds want to know.

So well may you ask why I haven't taken steps to remedy the situation. A couple of reasons - First is that rather typical sense of fear, or at least nervousness. But that's not going to vanish, so let's move over that one. The seccond is a desire to make it as painless as possible. That shouldn't be too much of a problem... Then there's the threat of being poked and prodded. That's Afterwards, I mean - when my mother gets my lilly-white arse to the doctor for whatever tests she feels are necesarry -_- Definite mood killer. Which reminds me, I should talk about protection... I want to avoid catching pregnancy. I'm on the pill, but so was my cousin when she had her first. And possibly her seccond... Besides, to me it's a period pill that has som nifty contraceptive effects (Yet to be trialed, obviously)

Okay, that's probably going a little far into the realms of Too Much Information...

I should head in. I'm supposed to spend Today and Tomorrow with Ledi. But I'm bringing my school work, so I might be allright... Hoi...

Sorry about that. I just wanted to crystalise some thoughts. Thanks for tolerating it ^_^;;


"The lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have brought me down upon my knees."
~Coldplay, Clocks
- posted by Washi @ 11:04 am