A Fortnight On...
I haven't been able to post for a while. Through either lack of desire or the server being down... at least to me. Anyway, update.

In the past fortnight I've had two other attacks. That's more then I usually have in four months. Heck, it might be more then I've had in the six months previous for all I know. As a result, I've been trying to take it easy with the stressful situations, which isn't being helped by the fact I've been hit by a regret attack. These occur when you suddenly get flashes of all the stupid things you've said and done, all at once, untill you want to hit your head against something and go 'noo, me so stupid, me need brain transplant' and so on and such forth. It's also not a condition of sleep that one bust be jerking around all night, so lets leave that off there.

I finally bought my top. It's a green chong-san style with gold embroider and it fits beautifully, as well as being a nice colour. I also got the presents for everyone. Except for limas parents, I still haven't clarified what they're getting yet.

Its hot. Really hot. this fan is having trouble cutting it.

I'm a moron. I've just done somethnig else stupid.

Gah. Anyway... I really don't have the stamina for long roleplay sessions, I've learnt. I get bored and loose concentration too quickly. Not a good thing. Not that I'm much good to begin with - sometimes I wonder what the frig I think I'm doing. But hey. Let's go make some hay. It's hot enough...

Zoe'd like to come up to the rodeo. Should be cool. She'll probably enjoy it, even though I worry that Liam really won't.

Updating my site. All fall down now.

There's not a lot to report. Mum's birthday has passed. She loved her present, much to my relief. I've been getting up early each day to watch morning cartoons. I then usually go back to sleep.

I may be able to convince Ri-chan to go shopping with me wednesday, as I'll be going in for a wax and there may be a wait before an slot presents itself.

I got my hair cut. Nice and short. Furbid is still my best source of commissions. The exchange rate from american to australian is okay, but the fees are pretty nasty if what you're changing is only a $20 note. I'd never seen american currency before. it's so... odd, compared to all the bright colours of our own money. And so squigly.

Still don't remember which river India was named after. You think, after so much pain, I'd remember. Don't tell me though, that'll only compund it. And I feel stupid enough as it is.

I worry about my friends. I don't freally feel I belong with them. I dont' really feel I belong with any group these days. I'm still trying to revert methinks. I've gotta do some more BE too. And some more of Liam's comission, that boys been infinitely patient with me.

Better hop to it. I'd like to say I've got something deep and meaningful to say... but I think we both know I'd be lying.



"First secure an independent income, then practice virtue. "
~ Greek Proverb

- posted by Washi @ 1:41 pm