Thursday, April 01, 2004
I Think I'm Gonna Die.
I've moved into this computer room. It was the only room that had a computer free when I looked. It reaks. Really, really badly. Well, when I'm here it does. Some one next to me needs a can of deoderant. I probably look kind of stupid sitting here typing with a scarf wrapped around my face, but it's better then vomiting in the corner.
There are a few things I really can't handle, and I'm afraid a really bad smell is one of them. That's why I complain about it so often. Y'see, my eyes are not the best (a combination of inherited myopia and a computer-screen education have left them with little ability to view distances), my hearing is okay, but has a tendancy to play tricks on me (I hear things that aren't there, or get that typical ringing), but it's the best in my family at the moment. That weakens my two dominant sences, leaving me with my three seccondarry ones - Scent, Taste and touch to pick up the slack. Touch is so-so - my body reacts to things in ways I concider to be unusual. Plus I get those typical 'phantom' sort of sensations, whcih can keep me awake while I wonder if that's a real insect or not. My sense of taste is perhaps hypersensitive - I can't handle foods that are even remotely spicey. And I'm not good with certain odors - bad BO and bad smells usually. I'm nod good with them. I mean, with a bit of work and a little bit of distance, I can get used to them. But I prefer not to.
Damn, I really hoped he was about to leave... but he's not... :: sigh :: I wish he would, I'm really kinda nausious...
I'm not exactly guilt-free in this area myself. If I'm not going anywhere, I may skip a days shower (Not if I'm going out of the house though - I'm not that mean). Exceptions to this are if I smell though - If I notice that I smell, then it's a fairly good sign that someone else will. And then I freak.
Bah. The moral is, my sense of smell is one of my healthiest senses. End.
"Wanting to fuck Johnny Depp doesn't confirm your sexuality, it confirms you're alive."
~ Jemisard, speaking words of Wisdom. Now, If I could only remember that Playstation controller comment I made...
