Happy Birthday to me
Yeah, today is my birthday. I'm 20. I'm too young to be 20!!!! Today is also Angel's birthday. She's 22 I believe. She used to only be one year older, but she sort of moved up a year.

It's been an extended birthday. Mum left on Friday, so she gave me half my present on Thursday. Uggboots. I love my ugboots, they're the best thing eva ^_^!! My boy gave me his present on Friday, cause he couldn't wait until Monday (A bear from his parents whom I'm still thinking of naming Agnes, and from him the Balto/Balto2 dvd combination, one of my all time favorite scents and the most heavenly, divine cheesecake in existence) and my bro is in the process of making my birthday present - a Light Box. Yay!! On saturday I went out for diner with my dad - had stonegrill, It was sooooooooo GOOD!! I mean really, really good! The meat was gorgeous and you cooked it yourself while at the table - thereby removing the things I like least about cooking, the standing and the handeling of the fryingpan/stove. And the meat was a real chunk of meat thrown onto the slab. You sliced it up and cooked it as much as you wanted it. Mouth-wateringly tastey. And warm the whole time ^_^ Oh it was good, it was very very good.

Yeah, I enjoyed the dinner.

Sunday came and I recieved... A box of pens!! 24 pack of coloured pens - metalic, pastel, plain and glitter. Pentastical heaven!!! I've been playing with them a lot - I love pens so much, I really do. The red glitter is especially nice.

My birthday itself has been relatively uneventful. So far. It's only one. I'll be going to a friends for dinner tonight. Also need to go shopping for the last bits of Liam's birthday present and get something for Michelle. I have her traditional 'naked man pic' - only this time it's not Rakkan. It's normally Rakan, he's friendlier to me trying to draw him. This time it's Jared, who has always been reluctant to be drawn by me. And now he's nekkid, so he's even more reluctant. And scowlie. Scowlie is kinda creepy. I still want to get her wrap-around earings, since she can't have her ears pierced, and every girl should be able to wear lots and lots of interesting jewlery. I kinda like the wrap-arounds too. I need sleepers though -_-

Anyway, looking forwards to getting out of Uni. Starting to wish I had actually bought my laptop, I could have tried to write some more of the Aspen script - Stalled at page 14. I think I'll go back and rewrite the past few pages. The main male isn't being very co-operative. And, even more irritating, the story I decided I quite pointedly DIDN'T want to do first for her has been making itself heard. I blame Willow. Willow is just pissing me off. LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID LITTLE MAN!!!

Yeah, too many stories in my brain. Managed to put GoC to the side for a little while, although it's still making itself felt. Sierra more often now. That kinda irritates me, I don't wnt her to take over. She's probably shit me off no end as a main character. But she is kinda fun. Kayain's kinda fun too, but only because it's fun to make him snap. At some point I'm going to have to reign in the desire to send that boy mad. But it'd be SO cute! I can just see him curled up in a nice, dark corner reciting 'The Spider And The Fly' over and over again. And screaming when the doctors try to use sock-puppets or stuffed animals for therapy. Aww, he's a nice enough kid.

Also had an old idea bubble up to taunt me. But I will not do anything with it right now, no way. It's sort of my own bend (spoof?) on the AU story - y'know, things like Inuyasha and Escaflowne. Probably been done before (I'd be surprised if it hand't). Not very refined yet, and damnit it's STAYING THAT WAY! Even though the main characters starting to develop an apearance -_- That means he wants to be drawn. Bad character, bad bad character, no biscuit!

The white sands a re still bitching at me. But thankfully Aspen and the moon drowned them out. So I'll draw that first. And CG it. Should be interesting. The picture is nice in my head, but in my head is very, very diferent from outside. As many people know -_-

Suddenly got nostalgic for the hour crew. Ashen and Bara and Adoni and Raoul. Not Kanya, I dance on her grave. But those four... I kinda want to keep around, do something with them. Ashen especially is from long before the conceept of the hour, adoni from not long after. Raoul and Barra came at the same time (aah, the heartwarming story of a girl and her dog), so they didn't have the time to take hold in my brain that Ashen and Adoni had. Damn I love those two. Maybe I'll draw them out of my system soon. Still kinda wanna giftcharacter though. Dunno who yet. I'll find me some new targets.

Stupid assasins. What on earth posessedme to do someting with assasins? I'm no assasin writer - I'm incompetent. Really, really incompetent. What the hell made me think I could do something like this??? Bah -_- Stupid stupid puppy.

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We are the wings of goodness
We are the cloak of sin
We are the higher order
We are the voice within
We are the realms of darkness
We are the doors of time
We are the fragile senses
We are the corners of the mind
We are the tears of passion
We are the winds that blow
We are the seeds of progress
We are the wisdom of the soul
We are the earth
We are the universe
We are the light
We are the deepest oceans
We are the endless stars
We are the wild emotions
We are the wounded heart
We are the flame of freedom
We are the sacred prize
We are the love of angels
We are the workers of the light
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"You´ll feel emotions you have never known
There will be questions in your mind
Your sister left your side to help you grow
And now she watches while you shine "
~ Shine, Space Brothers. (Also responsible for above)

- posted by Washi @ 12:34 pm