I know I say this alot...
But for heaven's sake, won't SOMEONE put me out of my misery already? It's gotten to the point where I can't remember all the things I have to do. My head is all over the frekin shop. I can't do the things I DO remember to do correctly because I forget how, or I never learnt, I keep falling alseap, I simply cannot do ANYTHING right any more. I forget deadlines, events I've planned, people I'm supposed to meet, EVERYTHING. Right now, what I'd really, really like, above all else, is to curl up in a corner somewhere and make the rest of the world go away for a while. Actually, what I REALLY want to do is something so stupid and childish that I won't dignify it here, but the seccond thing on that list is definitely the corner.

Damnit, I've been rocketing between geeling extremely agrgessive and frekin flat as all week, with my ever-so-constant overnote of fear that I love so very very much. Added to that, I've been rather unwell - which for me is extremely unwell, since I almost never get sick.

Look, I'm not gonna whine any more. If anyone reads this, I appologise for being a psycho bitch in advance, I just don't know that I can take people right now.
- posted by Washi @ 12:53 pm